Let Me Walk In Your Smile

I wish I could walk in your shoes for a while
wearing your sneaks and very bright smile
I'm sick and tired of muddy brown locks
yours are better, prettier to mock

Let's switch shoes if just for a day
it's not too serious, only for play
so I will be you, taller and sweeter
you will be me, smaller and meeker

I know I am the bigger sis
but I, I will send a kiss
to you, my sis, if just for awhile
you let me walk in your smile

you be me, I will be you
I'll buy a bigger pair of shoes
I'll call your name to heart and hope
you always seem to help me cope

you've had your troubles, but Ive seen it through
and now all grown, you're on your own
the road seems long but I wish to be
on your road in your eyes to see

and I know I am the bigger sis
but I, I will send a kiss
to you, you my if just for awhile
you let me walk in your smile

you, younger one are the lucky
all tell you this in wisdom and truth
so trust your beauty, blond locks, and eyes
to see where you're meant to be

Bue Over You

If you're not sad, does that mean you're happy
let's say you haven't shed a tear in over a year
if you're not mad does that make you really happy
but you haven't called me in over a year
see I'm trying to make sense of the past of all it's nonsense
and I'm trying to determine my moods as I'm turnin
am I'm happy could it be true?
or am I sad and blue over you?
do you ever feel you have no clue?
are you lost in these moments without any treasure
are you lost in these moments with no feelings to measure
I went to the movies last night, I saw what love what was
and then I dreamt of you last night and I saw what love was

see I'm trying to make sense of the past of all it's nonsense

I'm trying to determine my moods as I'm turnin

am I'm happy could it be true? 

or am I sad and blue over you?

do you ever feel you have no clue?

then I do my walking and I sit in the sun

and then I light some candles in hopes of bringing in more fun

I walk with a smile to invite more happiness

but what am I if all I feel is emptiness..

are you happy if you're not mad

are you happy if you're not sad

see I'm trying to make sense of the past of all it's nonsense

I'm trying to determine my moods as I'm turnin

am I'm happy could it be true? 

or am I sad and blue over you?

do you ever feel you have no clue?

tell me what am I

tell me what are you

tell me what are we to do...

~Jenn

I don't know who I am without him

I don't know who I am without him
all my daily thoughts about how to make him feel better
when we were together
are pointless lists ...
my mind doesn't know how to stop thinking
my heart doesn't know how to stop loving
and yet my soul has decided to stop ticking ...
I don't know who I am without him
I can stay really sad if I want to
stay in bed and pretend I'm ill
but that might make the love we had look bad
and I don't want to look back and regret
years spent in pain and sadness and wasted breath
love is wasteful when we are so able to look another way
ignoring all the signs that say run away,
years of love just down the drain...
I don't know who I am without him
but I remember I was someone before I met him...
I've changed in so many ways,
I have to believe I'm better this way
I wish I could erase this time and just remember
the happy times when we were together
but now is now and I can't seem to get past
this emptiness I feel from a soul that is too sad ...
I believe the sun shines somewhere in the distance,
telling me that the moment I decide to let go,
is the moment that I will never have to feel this low
again.

~Jenn

blue waves

you were in the right place at the wrong time
older, wiser, I can see your mind
a whole lot of goodness above the spirit who calls
blue waves softening on red sand rolls
you were in the right place at the wrong time
and now you're mine, you're all mine

I saw you standing there before you knew me
that day you thought you had it all figured out
a bully with the sweetest baby face
blue waves circling the sadistic sharks
you were in the right place at the wrong time
and now you're mine, you're all mine

it might not appear as it seems
nothing ever does, does it, does it
and you ask is this a nightmare or a dream
and you know the only thing to do is forfeit

blue waves will take you away every time
blue waves rippling through your mind

and I know, oh I know
what makes you you,
what makes you do the things you do
and it don't matter, nothing really matters
cuz you were in the right place at the wrong time
and now you're mine, you're all mine

nothing is a good as rain on a sunny day
nothing feels as great as eating icing AND the cake
I can see it now through all the clouds
blue waves running from the picking birds
you were in the right place at the wrong time
and now you're mine, you're all mine

good or bad, it's not a test, life is love, pain and mess
I see dark and you see blue, but this is all up to you
don't you see the world as one open space
blue waves gonna take me back to grace...

you were at the right place and the wrong time
you were running to somewhere every time
and now you're mine, you're all mine

~Jenn