I'm on a road to no where

I'm on a road to a different time
not sure if anything will be mine
the maze is making me dizzy,
I'm feeling kinda silly
it's getting dark, I'm a little scared
feel like I'm on a road to no where

how did this all come about
one day is gone, and now I'm here
nothing makes sense to me
I'm feeling kinda silly
I can't make it stop, don't know what I fear
feel like I'm on a road to no where

running so fast, no one can catch
the ups and downs,
round and round
I love and I hate
this moment, this state
you think I don't make sense
I can read your eyes and your stare
but I'm on a road to no where

you say I'm too young
to know what's good for me
I say I'm gonna follow this path
it's the only one I understand
even if I don't know where I'm gonna land
even if I'm on a road to no where

I'm following the light through the cracks
and I'm dragging my feet
not sure I want to go to the place
everyone else wants me to go
but everything that I cannot see
and all the colors are telling me
I'm on a road to no where

I can't help who I am
everything's coming to a happy face
opposite of my other trends
and no one can understand
the drug I have has no end
I can't make it stop, good to have some fear
but I might be on a road to no where

~jenn

I'm gonna be happy somehow

I'm gonna try something new
dark and dangerously blue
I wanna walk down the line
erasing all the bad times
cuz I'm feeling right now
I'm gonna be happy somehow

1, 2, 5, ready - set - go
up and away from being low
I'm gonna jump off and fly
over the clouds that make me lie
and I'm feeling right now
I'm gonna be happy somehow

don't need money where I'm going
gonna feel sun while it's snowing
I'll never feel sad and alone
I'm a queen on my plush thrown
and I'm feeling right now
I'm gonna be happy somehow

I can't push anymore keys
music is for everyone but me
don't need any sounds to say
look at me and love me today
cuz I'm feeling right now
I'm gonna be happy somehow

just for a moment in this lifetime
I want more and more every time
if this is how I'm gonna be
you have a choice if you want to see
aahhhh, and I'm feeling right now
I'm gonna be happy somehow

~Jenn

it's up to you

waiting for the phone to ring
you think the answer comes today
don't you see it's cheer or sting
but anything will make you sway
don't be too soft

you had a thought to carry through
a conversation took your attention
then what you needed to do
disappeared with a slight rejection
don't be so weak

dreams are meant to keep you alive
mom and dad's job was to help you stand
only your heart knows how to survive
you choose where your want to land
baby hear the voice

the wind's not gonna give you advice
the sand's not gonna keep you still
the clouds might rain over your house
just wait for the sun to come through
it's up to you

don't cry, that won't make it stop
the counting sheep every night
I can't tell you what to do
no one has walked in your shoes
it might not be okay

I won't tell you want you want
I can't help you open up
gotta do something you haven't done
go ride camels under the deserts sun
it's not always fun

the wind's not gonna give you advice
the sand's not gonna keep you still
the clouds might rain over your house
just wait for for the sun to come through
it's up to you

~Jenn

I see you running to a place
where you don't think you belong
all the lines on your pretty face
telling me you don't feel strong
the road to win the race
will never bring you down
it's only when you start
you'll find the road to be on...

don't be scared to follow your heart
when you don't know where to turn
and if you feel lost at times
just let your inner light shine
you'll be on your way, you'll be on you way
and you'll share your story with me one day

look at you, you need to sleep
why the cries you worry too much
the answers are all in your dreams
but you don't think it will be enough
you want the sky, it's in your reach
travel far, see what you can touch
baby baby I'm not gonna preach
but you can do anything if you just...

stop what your doing and follow your heart
when you don't know where to turn
and if you feel lost at times
just let your inner light shine
you'll be on your way, you'll be on your way
and you'll share your story with me one day

~Jenn

I don't want to...

I don't want to love you anymore
my heart hurts every time you walk out the door
you can't see my eyes, but my soul is dying
I can't pretend anymore that I'm not crying
I don't want to love you anymore

I don't want to kiss you one last time
my lips will only speak good bye
years and years of feeling so good
when it wasn't real, all was misunderstood
I don't want to kiss you one last time

I don't want to see you leave again
It makes me hide and cry to my friends
the tears I have shed I can never get back
as the years roll on I have to get on track
I don't want to see you leave again

I don't want to go, I don't want to be
it's done, its over, I'm ready to be free
love that doesn't have any meaning
won't lead to any kind of healing
I don't want to have you anymore

I don't want to hurt
I don't want to cry

I don't want to leave
I don't want to feel

I don't want to listen
I don't want to love

    you

anymore

I don't want to I don't want to I don't want to

~jenn