You were at the right place at the wrong time

You feel it, she loves you
I know you know, that she loves him too
don't think too much, you know there's nothing to do
she loves you, and she loves him too

you were at the right place at the wrong time
you were at the right place at the wrong time

that summer day, you stood behind her in line

black coffee for you, you picked up her a juice 

time went by and you talked for hours 

never felt like she had another guy 

You wish you met her before she met him
you wish you kissed her before she kissed him
let it go, let it go, don't you think I know
you wish you met her before she met him

she sees you there, you look so blue
she knows you completely like you want her too
she's perfect in every way for you
you can't have her, but she wants you too

she makes you laugh, she's your better half
but you were at the right place at the wrong time
you want her bad she wants your hand but
you were at the right place the wrong time
it's when you can't let go but you both know
you were at the right place at the wrong time

she told you the truth, she couldn't lie
I asked her if she loved her guy
love comes in many different forms she said
then I knew we were only gonna be friends...

you can't go back, you can't rewind
the past can't change, don't even try
that time has come for you to say good bye
go before she has time to see you cry

you were at the right place at the wrong time
you were at the right place at the wrong time
you were at the right place at the wrong time
you were at the right place at the wrong time

~Jenn

Years and years

Years and years I watched her try
to be someone better than herself.
I said, why do you think you're not a flower
but only a weed in a deserted yard?

Wander as long as you need to find
peace or purpose in your heart and mind
maybe try and look another way
to help you figure out
what your life is about.

A clock doesn't know it's time
but it keeps ticking and ticking
we can't forget time like it forgets us
and I will always remember you
until you come back a new you.

Don't try to erase me
as you go searching for a new slate
you're aways going to be here,
your letters are written on my stone

I know you don't think you're coming back
you don't the colors I see yet
but don't lose everything you hate
love what I love, you can always hate...

So, I let her go.

Now, years and years still passing by
years and years, I haven't seen or heard her sigh
what I saw through my goggled eyes...
I wish I didn't let her go.

~Jenn

bye bye baby

you make me laugh now
every time you decide how
to walk away from me
religiously it comes to that day
when you say
bye bye baby

the one time you left a note
saying you counted all the votes
friend's said to leave
here's the same holiday
when you say
bye bye baby

remember making love
and you cried you felt too close
and you got scared
welcome back to the day
when you say
bye bye baby

I can't believe I let you in
but every time you go
I know I'll hear another hello
don't care anymore about the day
when you say
bye bye baby

you told me the other day
you met another just as fair
you needed something new
this day seems very new
when you say
bye bye baby

never thought there'd be another
again and again you were mine
I'm not your fool anymore
good luck making her stay
when you say
bye bye baby

I don't believe in love anymore
you either stay or choose to go
doesn't matter what ties you together
everyday could still be THAT day
when you say
bye bye baby

are you a stayer or a goer
you gonna run and hide
you gonna sit still and ride
the ride, it's all a ride
don't care who you are
you will be the same
in every game
so are you a stayer
or a goer
looking for another game
I dare you, one more day
before you say
bye bye baby bye bye...

~Jenn

Isabella Blu

Isabella Blu where are you
I've been waiting so long, so long
every time I think I might have found you
something stops you from coming along

Isabella Blu what should I do
as I wait and wait yet nothing comes through
I wasn't born with much patience,
but only hope in that one day I find you

Isabella Blu are happy where you stay
at these times do you wish I doubt
if I will ever see your timeless face
please, I'm begging you to come around

Isabella Blu is it something that I do
have you heard I'm not so great
have you seen something you don't like
are you scared we won't relate ?

Isabella Blu I can't leave you to be
you know I see your eyes sometimes
blue like the ocean that never sleeps
sparkling like sapphires taking fire

Isabella Blu how do you do
I am not going to give up on you
even if I make some mistakes as I look
I promise to always love you

Isabella Blu help me find you
can you send a note or a sign to me
don't make me wait til I have no more time  
please, just put me out of this misery

Isabella Blu I might lose myself if I don't find you
Isabella Blu I miss you before I even know you
Oh Isabella Blu, what have I done to you

~Jenn

risk

the question, I ponder today,
would I risk everything again?
my heart, my spirit, my soul
to be broken, shaken, and taken away,
like you, who tore into and dragged me out of me?
would I will myself to do this again?
as I meditate, do I imagine this end?
Maybe one day,
yes, today I think, maybe,
or one day, one place, a softer one
will call and beckon my emptiness
to fill up with his tempted challenge
so he can breath and suck me out of me
maybe one day, I think,
when I am high I will
succumb to this act of betrayal again,
but only, I think,
when I miss the comfort
of timeless dying.

~Jenn