I really don't know where I come up with these things...I saw a movie over the weekend, some HBO movie, and it made me sad...
Poor little jeannie
couldn't make up her mind
she tried her luck with lots of men
looking for the perfect match
now she's still looking
single once again
seems like the men of her past
didn't make for ones that would last...
It's nearing her 40th year
now she wants a baby jeannie
but she is still alone
by saying too maybe maybe's
time is slowly ticking
she feels it more than ever
so she jumped in bed with a guy
she would have never brought home to mother.
Pregnant and 50 lbs bigger
the baby dad likes his dinner at 6
he works at night in a bar
coming home in the morn at 6
this wasn't the plan, she worries
she never would have stuck it out
but the baby needs a father
and jeannie needs financial support.
Stuck in a life where you can't get out
her mistake was looking for perfection
she closed her eyes to people with true love
and held out for an imagined idea of love
baby jeannie cannot feel what love could be,
jeannie will be lonely, forcing a fake connection
and daddy will turn to drinking to escape his mistake.
No happiness will come of desperation
emptiness will continue to create separation
the end of three souls unfulfilled will be
the biggest loss for all to see...
the world was no good to little jeannie
lets hope she gets to try it all again...
~Jenn
Mental note: write something really depressing and it makes you feel much better :)
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