help

Help, I just took a xanax to sleep last night and I am having trouble focusing and feeling I tact...why do I do these things?  mainly for a good night sleep which i get like once a week and it always comes in handy.  but I wrote something a while ago when I was dating a guy who was always so slow and mellow and I am kind of up beat and anxious and always have too much energy, can't sit sit...but I thought it sort of worked in a cute way and who knows if it could be a song, but it definetely worked as a poem.  I guess in my dating experience, as many failures I have had, it just means more songs and poems...I guess there's is always a positive with a negative maybe even one step further, there's always a success with a failure...well, here it is...


Be My Ambien

I love to dream, I dream away
This torrid state, this weary day.
I need my nerves soothed in a way
Only you can tend to everyday.
I see you tired, droopy and slow,
I’ll speed you up and awaken your glow.
Pill or cap, I’ll swallow you whole,
Soak you in, drifting, my backwards spin.
I’ll come forth, a shot in the dark
That will send you in your upward spin.
I love my drugs, and you, your sleep
So what do you say?  What do you think?
Be my ambien, I’ll be caffeine
Together we’ll make one great machine.

~Jenn