I said yes

we said the other day
we would not talk for a while
we both know unfortunately
we can't see each other like before
wondering if I could erase you
if that would be helpful
if I could make the last 5 years
wash away with all my tears
would I ever do it again
would I ever be your friend
it's too hard it's too hard
when love only feels lonely
when love feels this empty
it's too hard it's too hard
I thought love was supposed to shine
make us all better with time
I always wanted a partner
someone who would be mine
This darkness takes up
all the space love should be
But I'm the only one to blame
I was given you as a test
And, right away, I said yes.
I said yes


-Jenn