exactly the same

get off the phone, why are you always looking down
I'm talking to you, standing in front of you
get off the phone, you're texting makes me feel alone
look at me, tell me you don't need me, if that's how you feel
I'm writing to you without a phone
and I still feel all alone
sometimes I wish that we lived together
but I know we would get sick of each other
happiness only lasts as far as my honesty lives
once fear intercepts, my loneliness is all that's left
I wonder, I always wonder, how you can't understand
your words speak over my head
but I know you know how to pierce my heart
I opened up too much from the start
It's always been you that I want, that I need
but you're not the one, you're not the one
I've given you too many chances, I'm not the one
and all this time, it's you that I've put in front
you don't get it, you don't see it, and I keep trying
maybe it's easier to keep trying than to give up
but I've had enough, I'm not giving up, I'm letting go
letting go of you're beauty and of being guilty
letting go of you and me because I want to be free
letting go of all that's been, moving on from all this sin
I'm talking to you, listen to me
stop texting, this is about you and me
easy come easy go for you, now I see
you're great, never change, I'll just leave
I'm glad you never asked me to stay
because everyday I would do what you say
and that's the different between you and me
I let you in, I grew, I changed,
and here you stay, exactly the same.

~Jenn