the question, I ponder today,
would I risk everything again?
my heart, my spirit, my soul
to be broken, shaken, and taken away,
like you, who tore into and dragged me out of me?
would I will myself to do this again?
as I meditate, do I imagine this end?
Maybe one day,
yes, today I think, maybe,
or one day, one place, a softer one
will call and beckon my emptiness
to fill up with his tempted challenge
so he can breath and suck me out of me
maybe one day, I think,
when I am high I will
succumb to this act of betrayal again,
but only, I think,
when I miss the comfort
of timeless dying.
~Jenn
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