wasted thoughts

I don't want to miss you
it kind of ruins my day
I want to be done and through
with all these wasted thoughts
of you

I don't want to feel sad
it makes the day go slow
I rather be angry and mad
with all these wasted thoughts
of you

I hate feeling alone
and I know everyone feels it
at times, it's common
but I should throw a stone
for every wasted thought
of you

I want to feel complete
and walk with my head high
smiling from head to feet
without these wasted thoughts
of you

I know I want to love
my heart giving to the sky
letting go of the caged dove
with no more wasted thoughts
of you

but today is today, and...

I don't want to miss you
it really ruins my day
I want to be done and through
with all these wasted thoughts
of you

~Jenn