90th post

Wow, I cannot believe this is my 90th post, it doesn't seem like I have been at it THAT long, but I guess time really does go by past.  I think I should throw a party or somethin for the 100th post, don't you?  100 seems to be a memorable number, something big, something worth noticing ?
Hmmmmmmm....anyway, I'm BAAAAAAAAAck!  Back from a vacation, lots of sun, lots of sleep, yes, I actually slept, lots of somethin else that starts with s ;), and lots of food, lots of it.  And to be quite honest, I wasn't feelin like I REALLY needed vacation.  I was in my work mode, lots of things are happening now with music and life and friends and I wasn't really in the mood to go away.  But, being it my birthday week, yes it is true, I was whisked away by friends and didn't have much of a choice.  So I surrendered to the vacation and had a good time, but to be honest, to be really honest, I am so glad to be back!  I have so much stuff I want to do, have to do, gotta do, and I need to get doin it if you know what I mean...I want this year to be MY year, and it will be my year if I focus and give it my all, I really believe that.  I believe everyone can have 'their' year happen whenever they want it to happen, but it is timing and focus and awareness and passion that has to come together to make it all happen.  And it happens for all of us at different times.  But for me, the time is now.  Right now.  And enough vacations for a while, I am here to work and provide and focus and practice and DO.  Just DO.  DO DO DO DO DO.  So, I am happy to be back and happy to start again.  And if I had to do it all again, I probably would not have gone.  Right now, right here, right now is where I want to be, and NOT eating chips and drinking margarita's and sleeping and hanging out in the sun.  There is a time and a place for all of that, but I just don't think it is time for that now...maybe it's just time for a margarita :)

~Jenn