cha cha cha change

It's the weirdest thing when everyone leaves
no one stays around anymore it seems
people come and go, even best friends
We never see it coming, we're not ready, it just ends.
I guess time changes everything, even commitments
so why even make the commitment when
you know someday, somehow it will all end
commit to stay until you feel like leaving
that's what we should say...
It IS impossible to stay the same, however,
everything has to change
and I have learned from sayings and such
that change is good and something to trust
but change seems to hurt no matter what
so I have yet to see the truth in this saying so much.
Live and learn is how it all smoothly goes
I'm learning that is all seems to just go...
Yeah, so what, I'm dark and depressing at times,
but I don't whine, I don't think I whine.
I like to think of myself as young,
like wine, with age, I will mature to be strong
happy and content, I have felt it sometimes
maybe just having it at times is enough to be mine?
I create it all, misery and fate
so today, tomorrow, even yesterday,
I started to meditate, give it a year of days
I'm gonna commit to the process, see where it leads
hoping that nothing will be as is it seems...
David Bowie said it best...cha cha cha cha changes

~Jenn