I can sit still for you

I had a dream, like a wave
it came at night, and I watched it still
the nights are long, but I am saved
when I saw you on the windmill
I've been wronged, but it's all my fault
and I have wronged, I'm still at fault
but I can prove the past is gone
and I can show I've learned and grown
as there you are watching me still
riding on your windmill
and I can sit, I can sit still
yes I can sit, I can sit still for you
sometimes I look back, I can't relax
what I've done, even I couldn't forgive
I needed help to move forward
before I knew even I could be helped
all it takes, one choice or decision
to make a change, do something different
all it takes to get through something
don't look back, keep on moving
but now there's you and only you
and I see you riding the windmill
and I can sit, I can sit still
now I can sit, I can sit still for you
So I'll be strong and I'll be good
I'll be everything you said I could
raise my hands to thank the earth
raise my soul to make it heard
and I can sit, I can sit still
now I can sit, I can sit still for you

~Jenn