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Thursday, September 8, 2011

Problems

I am almost at 100 blogs, 3 more to go, pretty cool huh?!  Even though some of them probably weren't worth even blogging, but hey, I am not gonna judge anymore, that is my goal, no judging and no doubting, or at least that is the task I have been given by my therapist, so hey, I do what I am told, ya knoooooowwwwwwww?

I am not judging, I am not doubting, which is now leaving me with a very empty space to fill...I am feeling blank actually at the moment, hmmmmmm...what to do what to do what to do?  hmmmmmmmmmm.   hmmmmmmmmmmm.  uh ooohhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Soooooooooo, how bout this freaking weather?  I just moved and I have no AC in my apartment and if I knew it was going to be 90 degrees this month, I would have waited for sure.  But, I guess it could be worse.  It could always be worse.  And, I am getting an AC, so at least I have some options, some ways to fix the problem.

There's always a problem it seems, always something wrong, and something to fix, and I don't see myself at good at solving problems, I am good at running away from problems to solve the solution...it works doesn't it?  Fuxxx the prob, go away from the problem, leave the problem and you will solve your problem...well, it doesn't always work that way I guess.  My immediate response to my NO AC was to move again.  Boycott my move and move back to wear I moved from...but I am growing I tell ya!  I am sticking to the new place, committing to the new place, and solving my problem and getting an AC.  So there.  Totally ready for the next problem to come my way.  Bring it on baby, I am here to solve...I'm ready with my gloves on for all the problems to come.

Something is always wrong however, there in itself is a problem.  Maybe what I see as wrong is right.  I mean, my head is pretty messed up so I can probably argue that I see life in opposites...what is bad to me is great to everyone else.  What is wrong to me is right.  What means nothing actually means everything.  Problems are solutions.  Problems are guides.  Problems are lessons.  Prefect.  I am learning again.  And, now I'm 2 more blogs away from 100...yeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Oh...and football starting again.........GO GIANTS!!!!!!!!!! A BIG PROBLEM TO COME :)

~Jenn
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