Its all a big circle

I really want to make this into a song.  And it might, at first, seem like a depressing song, but it REALLY isn't.  I think its an uplifting song, a song where you keep getting up again after falling down.  You keep loving again after getting hurt.  You don't give up, as hard as it gets, you don't give up and you keep trying for what you want.

And, yes, of course it's about love, or lost love, but starting to fall in love, moving closer, putting yourself out there, fearing the rejection, not getting the rejection at first, and then, the relationship moves deeper…THEN, that one person leaves, other person has to deal, has to pick up the pieces, and  once again, try to open for love …So, the song circles around falling in love, and thus, the big 'circle'... anger, pain, loss, self pity, and then, finally, growth and a desire to try the circle again, to try to love again...I wanted to call it 'circle of pain' but that doesn't sound very uplifting...I think I will call it 'Here is my Heart'...

                        Here Is My Heart
Verse:              
Here is my heart, yes, I have a heart
It might be blocked, it might be blocked
But here is my heart.

I want your heart, yes, I want your heart
You’ve held it from the start, you’ve held it from the start
Man, I want your heart.

Chorus:
Please, don’t leave, no, please don’t leave
Don’ let me go free, please don’t leave…

Verse:
Here is my soul, yes, I have a soul
I think it’s rather old, I think it’s rather old
But here is my soul.

Trust me your soul, yes, trust me your soul
I’ll love it til we’re old, I’ll love it til we’re old
Trust me your soul

Please don’t go, no, please don’t go
You have my soul please don’t go…

Here is my pain, yes, here is my pain
It comes with the rain, it comes with the rain
But here is my pain.

Here is my all, I give you it all
Stand still as I fall, stand still as I fall
So here is my all

And you leave, no please don’t leave,
Don’t let me go free please don’t leave
And you go, no please don’t go
You have my soul, please don’t go…

I want to die, now, I want to die
With your memories I will lie, with memories I will lie
But I want to die

It’s my circle of pain, it’s my circle of pain
And it’s such a fucking drain, my circle of pain
It’s my circle of pain

And you leave, why do you leave
You let me go free and you fucking leave
Oh, now you go, why do you go
You have my soul, and then you go…
 
                 Again…
So, here I go, again here I go
With you, let’s go slow, with you I’ll go slow
Again, here I go…

Here is my heart, yes, I have a heart
It might be blocked, it might be blocked
But here is my heart.

~Jenn
PS...I wouldn't curse in the song :)