You make me wanna puke

I am laughing with the title of my blog, but I was looking over some old poems and this title made me laugh.  It brings me back about 5 years to a relationship that was always on and off, he was controlling and couldn't communicate and when he got mad he ignored me and when I got mad I kept quiet because I was afraid to say how I felt because I felt horrible !  Of course, I was perfect and didn't deserve any of the negativity:)  Anyway, I think I will post it to one, pat myself on the back for overcoming my youth and immaturity, and two, it reminds me to say what I feel and not be afraid !  Still I question if I would actually say these words...
        
           'You Make Me Wanna Puke'...


What’s so great about life if you’re unhappy
What’s so great about death if you haven’t lived
What’s so great about you if you’re unhappy
What’s so great about you if you make me want to puke?
Oops, I think I’m angry, I said something mean
Oops, there I go, forgive my words that hold
        No love, no concern for your feelings, your pride
        I didn’t mean to hurt you so, forgive me forgive me
Just let it go.

Where were you when the office said you left?
What was the point of telling me to piss off
Do you think I can just go about my day
Not caring what my man does when he’s away?
Oops, I think I am hurt, I said something bad
Oops, there I go, forgive me when I’m torn
I forgive you, but could you say these two things?
I’m sorry to hurt you so, forgive me forgive me
       Just let it go

This pattern makes me feel I am in a boxing match
I forgive you, then you forgive me, then back in the ring we go
I don’t know how to hold my tongue when words are swords making me want to run
You don’t know how to keep it nice, so, what’s the point, can't we forgive before another fight?

You make me want to puke, and that’s so sad
You make me want to puke and that’s the truth
You make me want to puke and I can’t remove
This feeling of regret and resentment towards you
But forgive me my love, tomorrow I’ll be a different way
Forgive me forgive me, tomorrow will be a better day
I didn’t mean to hurt you, don’t close the door
I didn’t mean to hurt you so, forgive me forgive me
Just let it go