Yo yo

Life to me is like a yo yo.  And I wasn't very good at yo yo's as a kid.  I think I remember learning 'all around the world' or whatever it was called, and maybe for a year, yo yo's were the 'in' thing to carry around at school and play with during the break.  But, back to my life analogy...every day is different for me, every day brings another mood, another event, another conversation to lead me to a different place.  Like a yo yo, never still and always going up and down.  In a way, it's a great thing because you never get stuck in a place that might not feel so good in the moment.  But, sometimes the downside is that you can never stay still.  Especially in a relationship...I won't admit to the present being this way, but I will say in my past, every relationship had to be like my personal yo yo, up and down, drama and calm, keeping my boyfriend on his toes and me always questioning.  Not the best way to live if you ask me today, but I guess youth always comes with some form of immaturity, especially in relationships.  As long as we mature, as long as we can stop repeating the unhealthy patterns, THAT is what's important :)

             Yo Yo
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Every time you get angry, she sees the light
Every time you push her away, she sees your plight
Every time it’s almost over, she wants to start again

It’s a yo yo with you, she loves you when your blue   X2

Every time you loose steam, she comes clean
Every time you throw in the towel, well she’s not mean
Every time you raise your voice, she makes that nicer choice

It’s a yo yo with you, she loves you when your blue

Up and down, she turns you around
When you get to close, your right back to the ground.
She'll run away but when she gets too far,
She'll take your hand and she'll pull you for more.
Cuz it's a yo yo with you, she loves you when your blue,
But what I think she's scared to admit is that her love for you, it scares her a bit...

Every time you get angry, she sees the light
Every time you push her away, she sees your plight
Every time it’s almost over, she wants to start again
It’s a yo yo with you, she loves you when you’re blue.

~Jenn