The First Day

It's the end of the first day without you
it's the first day I don't know what you're up to
it's the first day that we have nothin more to do
and I'm missin you, I'm missin you

I know together we made a lot of mistakes
but that doesn't mean I can leave without pain
this empty room is filled with your scent
and I can't shake these feelings I resent.
              the first day without you, the first day I'm feelin blue,
              the first day I can't hold you, the first day of somethin new.

I know I will come out of this okay
but today is the hardest, being it's the first day
everything is so new and what I'm not used to
this lonely home we built together, I built for you

My friends all help me try and understand it all
but it's a waste of energy, it won't make you call
and I can't erase my desire to cash it all in
but I know that means I will never win.

              the first day without you, the first day I'm feelin blue, 

              the first day I can't hold you, the first day of somethin new.

I'm gonna find my true love, my soul mate
even if I need to search all of the states
because everyone deserves someone to hold
and we all are hear to be true to our souls

I've got the first day almost played out
I survived the first day alone and without
tomorrow will be better even though it will be hard
but time will be my friend and I will love again.

              the first day without you, the first day I'm feelin blue, 

              the first day I can't hold you, the first day of somethin new.

~Jenn