I can't stop questioning the life I lead (work in progress)

When I wake up in the night
cuz I have too much on my mind
and I want to stop my thinkin
before I see the morning light

I heat some milk and try to still
the thoughts runnin through my head
and when I still can't go to sleep
I try to watch a lil tv,
BUT...
I can't stop thinkin about you and me
I can't stop worryin about family
I can't stop cryin about babies starving
and I can't stop questioning the life I lead,
no I can't stop questioning the life I made.

As a kid I didn't get to see
all the worries I have today in me
I did what I was told and did it well
and I thought life was easy

As I grew I got to see
all that lay in front of me
so many choices to determine my path
and then the worries tainted my path

If I knew now my life would change
I wonder if I would choose the same
I was happy once and now at night
I worry about what I didn't do right

And then there's you, there's you
and I hope we can make it through
I want to sleep again at night
but the world is big and there's too much not right...
AND...

I can't stop thinkin about you and me

I can't stop worryin about family

I can't stop cryin about babies starving

and I can't stop questioning the life I lead,

no I can't stop questioning the life I made.

~Jenn