Turned on the telly and saw where I was
My car was in the water, people all around
I was up above, looking at the ground...
Am I dead I thought, could this be the end
I don’t feel a thing, but I see beginning to end
The people, they are crying, brings tears to my eyes
My friends and family hugging, my boyfriend covers his eyes.
I thought that I would help if I drove my car away
I didn’t see the oil when I chose to speed away
I remember as I spun, my thoughts and memory
I saw that life was beautiful, and what I gave away
I don’t think I felt much pain in the end
But I still find it strange that I am here at the end
I don’t feel much of anything, not what I felt down there
Maybe that's why when we die there's nothing there.
What happens now, am I really dead, oh my
I kind of feel like crying, but I have no tears to cry
Oh my god, my life, my family and friends live on
Without me they will go, singing the familiar songs
Oh my god again, this is really the path I took
I wonder if it’s true, another life to forward look
I don’t know how to say I'm dead and still breathing
I feel so simple in the way I'm still thinking...
But this is it, this must be my soul immersing
From all it’s been through, and what it's dispersing
Oh my god my soul, thank you for it’s life
But what am I right now, when is the end of this flight?
Oh my god are you there, or am I still in thought
I have no idea what next, but I think I will let go of thought
My family and friends Farwell, maybe you can hear
I wish I told you then how much you are all held dear
What I would have done if I could go back to earth
And turn back the car that found it’s way into the dirt
Well, I guess there is no choice, but to watch and maybe pray
I pray for those on earth that they find happiness today
For tomorrow will be next, and then who knows
maybe your car will find it’s way into the same type of bay
So forget about the sorrow, unless it’s to remind
Of all the joy and grace you hold in your mind
I love you all again, but I am moving on from here
Please do me one small favor, and don’t cry another tear
I am ok, I am, and you will be the same
Just live and love your best, do not try to tame
I will see you too soon I am sure, so try not to think
I regret I feared this place, didn’t live on the brink.
Those will be my last words I pass for you to think
Do not think anymore, just live as if you’re on the brink
I’m dead, so listen, I know more than you think
Please don’t think and live as if you’re on the brink
Don’t fear death, it’s not as bad as you think
But please don’t think and live as if you're on the brink.
Forget me now and live as death is on the brink
Forget me now and live as death is on the brink.
~Jenn...is there ONE DAY, just ONE, where I don't have to think about death???
ANSWER: Nope
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