better is better

ever wish you were someone else
I do sometimes
and it's not cuz I think I am bad
I'm sad sometimes
it's because I see you as better
and then I want
what you have, how you are
it's all sometimes
so much better when I think
about your problems
what you are doing
and your worries
and I rather it be me, than you
because I am sick of my issues
and not sure when they go
if they go
so don't you see, it's not like I don't want to be
free as me, grateful to be me
it's just that I see you as better...
and better is better .

~Jenn