miss my friends

I'm in a new place, not sure how I fit in
it doesn't feel like home, my mind isn't workin
have to go back to school, but my friends aren't here
everyone seems to be okay, but I feel nothin
I'm just the new girl just the new girl
in this new town but I liked the old one
I miss the days where I fit in
I miss the times I felt fine
nothing seems right
nothing feels normal
I'm different but I'm still the same
I want to play the old game
no one said it would be easy
but if it were up to me
I wouldn't have let this be
it's wasn't what I wanted, dad did not me
then he asks if I'm happy
like he cares really how I am
when I have no say in how I am
I don't want to be here,
I won't pretend
just to make him feel better
I'm not gonna bend
I really miss my friends...

~Jenn

~jenn