I'm taking the day off
since I've been feelin off
from the tension growing...
I want to turn it off.
I'm driving to a place,
let me have some space,
so I came come back
and give you some space.
I don't think so much
you seem better at that,
the decisions you make
lead me to my own mistakes.
I gotta follow my own lead,
I gotta do what I need,
and I've let you control,
giving up everything I know
that's best for me,
to give you what you need.
I know you hear me
I know you need me
but you're not giving me
any real intimacy.
We're not a team
when I am sitting back seat
without a ticket to ride
right by your side.
So I'm going my own way,
going solo today,
I need to feel myself again
get in touch with my own friends...
and even though I love you
I don't think you are able to
be in a real thing with me
because I don't think you see
what I actually need
and who I am, really,
and it hurts baby
it hurts deeply
to not come first
and to be ignored
and I've let it go
for way too long
so I'm gonna go sing
my own fuckin song...
~Jenn
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