When will I fit in

I'm sitting here by the phone
in a strange place, they say it's home
I feel like I'm walking on pins
when will I fit in
new school with new rules
new boys with new tools
I don't feel like I belong
but I'm trying, trying to be strong
when will I fit in,
I'm looking for a win
dad says to give it time
but nothing reminds me of home, I'm alone
I don't care if I win, I just want to fit in
Donna says to wear short skirts
But I like my worn in t shirts
Bobby wants me in the bleechers
I don't really like my teachers
Dad doesn't understand what it's like
3 more years of nothing going right
I miss the city with all the lights
I wish I could feel myself here
but I'm scared that I don't fit in
dad says put some time in
but this town is just bringing me down
every thing's changing but I feel the same
I'm a fish out of water just looking to swim
welcome to my life, it's not what I picked
I want out of this town filled with misfits
I miss my friends back home
I just want to fit in
when will I fit in

~Jenn