Dear Blog...

Dear Blog,

I'm writing to tell you that sometimes I really DO enjoy your company and the daily time we spend together.  I enjoy sharing with you, the good times and the bad, you seem to always have an ear to listen and an openness about you where I feel I can pretty much express anything I want.
So, with that being said, and me feeling I can tell you anything, today I am writing to tell you sometimes I really don't like you.  You annoy me.  You bug me...all you do is stare at me with your open, blank page, passive, just waiting for me to do something.  And you just stare back.  You bore me sometimes!  Why is it always about me doing something for you?  You are exhausting!  I feel I give and give and give and give and what do you do?  You just take and take and take and take.  Everyday, waiting for me to fill you up, to excite you, to you engage you, to write you poems or sing you songs...sure, I am the one that created you in the first place, so I guess when it all comes down to it, I am the one to blame and the one I should be yelling at, not you...but still, you are the one in front of me right now, so you are the one who needs to hear it.
I think I need a little distance right now, a little cooling down period today...I don't want you to think I am abandoning you, but you need to know how I feel and as of now I am drained.  You have drained me and as much as I love and support you, I just hate feeling like you can't stand on your own two feet, I have to take care of you and if I don't, you will die...yes, I need space...
So, have a great day again, you always do, and so it seems, once again, you have stared at me again, and I have filled you up... ummmmmmm, thanks :)

~Jenn