this week went fast I think, and I feel I have not really accomplished anything to major...I had high expectations for this week! i was supposed to work with a music producer this week, I was supposed to write some more songs maybe, I was supposed to meet up with a singing coach, I was supposed to do some other things to I am probably not thinking about and therefore not doing :)
I hate being at the mercy of other people's schedule, their time line is not the same as my time line...I like to get things done, 1, 2 , 3, and when I know what I want to do, I want to do it basically...but in this situation, I can't do everything by myself and have to wait for them to come around, for them to have some time in their schedule, for them to call back and make a plan. Waahhhh, today I just feel like complaining. One of those days. I guess it is making me think about the Rolling Stone's song "you can't always get what you want, but you get what you need'...I want what I want, I have what I need, no? Maybe not, maybe so, but I want to NOT want, ya know? And I think that can happen eventually, like today, I am not going to want anything anymore, I am just going to try to do what I like to do and whatever happens, so be it...
should be an interesting day...
~Jenn
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