I have a question for you...

I have a question for you, I am not sure what to do
I don't really want to be alone, singin this stupid song
but time and time again I find myself without
is it me or is it the times, I wish I could figure it out
so I am on my knees listening, or begging you to please
tell me an answer, one that will makes some sense
one that might lead me on to something new
is there something I am doing that is creating this mess
or is it something I am lacking, please help me make some sense
I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be with me
I bore myself too much, I just want to clearly see
a love, a mate, someone who can guide
someone who I will have some fun with on this crazy ride
I am sick and tired of missing out on connection
and sick and tired of asking all these freakin questions...
maybe you feel me, sometimes I think you do
and maybe you hear me, sometimes I think you will
so let it be known to the universe I believe in
that we all need someone to love and someone to let in
maybe my walls are too transparent to see
and maybe they exist for a reason unbeknownst to me
but break em down I tell ya, I give you permission
make me submit and give me a better situation.
eeeeeeeehhhh

~Jenn