Ready, set, go!!!

It's time to grow up, time to step up into the world you are afraid to be in
It's time to behave, time to act your age, time to be responsible for everything you do
What are you afraid of?  I think we all are afraid.
What don't you think you can do, you won't know until you try, and why do you chose to hide instead of shine behind those sad eyes?
Enough already, enough enough.  Life is tough, tough, and falling down is rough, rough, but you can do it, we all can do it, I wish we believed in ourselves more than we fight ourselves.
I wish we all could realize that together we could do so much more than we think but instead of focusing on what could be we see what we want and what we feel unworthy of and the focus of that keeps us off our true path, I think, I think.
I'm still searching, and thank god still growing, and thank god still living because I want to figure it all out before I can't figure anything out anymore.  I have a job to do, whether I want to do it or not, it will still be out there and guiding me blindly to possibly a new chapter, but I have to read the 1st chapter even though I don't feel like it so much.
But I am not reading so well, I am not seeing the words well enough to understand it all and that is why it is hard for me to get through it right now.
But who taught me that life should be fun and easy and chill and happy and flowing without a challenge?  Maybe we all wish for the impossible, but what is possible is what we need to focus on, and it's possible, I think, I hope, to overcome the challenges once and for all instead of trying to pretend they don't exist and wish them away...
How to DO something, that is the question...and I am one who likes to think I know all the answers, but I don't know this one, I don't...maybe I will stop thinking for a little, and just walk right into the challenge and deal...dealing is different than thinking...and my brain is tired, so tired, my heart needs some beating, some heating up, some fighting energy towards a challenge...ok...ready, set, go!!!!

~Jenn