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Monday, June 27, 2011

don't try

This is going to be a busy week...busy busy busy.  Hi, by the way, it's monday, hope you all had a great weekend.  Mine was pretty good, pretty good as far as weekends go.
Anyway, I will have my first show this next weekend since my last show which was 5 years ago.  My first show in 5 years, new songs, new stuff, new peeps...looking forward to it, looking forward.  I am eating my oatmeal, loading up on some healthy stuff before all the unhealthy stuff begins...I am making my lists of things to do and getting ready to do the things I have to do.  Do Do DO is my key word this week,  because I always seem to think think think about what to do do do and now I am just going to do do do and actually do something without talking about it.  Or at least, I am going to try really hard really hard to do things.  Like open up, like say what I want and mean, like talk with words that I actually feel connected to and not with words that I feel sound good.  Like sing with commitment and belief and not just try to get the right note.
Ever wonder if we just try to hard and it's always about trying, but sometimes we gotta stop trying and just do whatever comes out, and it doesn't matter so much what it will be or look like or sound like, it will just be.  Sounds pretty impossible, to try to NOT try, but that's me I guess, I always aim for impossible, for the biggest challenge I can muster, for something that maybe will, once again, prove I am a complete and utter failure :)...joke.  but kinda true maybe.  Who knows, I need the couch again for that one ;)...BYE!  Happy monday, oh, and don't try to have one, just have a freakin happy monday!!!

~Jenn

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