It's morning now, my coffee brewing, one pleasure to get me going
another day to think and reflect, and then act in ways people expect
But it's always about you, it's all about you
I hate feelin blue and stuck in a moment that's all about you
I hate feelin trapped in a choice that has me locked in my past
I hate feelin alone when all I need to do is say goodbye to you
I hate feelin scared to take care of me with no one beside me
The sun is peeping out, timid and shy and not sure of it's sky
heading to work it out, burn it through, all the errands to do
it all starts to mean nothing when you don't live for anything
it all seems empty when I perceive others to have plenty
I know I am hard on myself, my mom taught me how
and I thought it was better to listen than to rebel
but now being hard on myself brings more punishment
and life is not promising when it is full of resentments
Yesterday I had a moment to think I'd be better off calling it quits
but I would miss you, and I wouldn't want to hurt you, it's still all about you
call me devoted or call me retarded, call me hopeless or call me passionate
but it's still always about you, it's all about you.
~Jenn
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