Dear older ME...

Dear me,
older me,
what's up?
are you happy finally?
did you get rid of what's his name
and make a cute baby?

I had a dream about you last night
I saw you smile and sleeping tight
remember the days when you cried
I am sorry I couldn't dry your eyes

I want to tell you I'm doing my best
sometimes I can't wait to be you
and be rid of all this mess...

Life is trying to test me (you) right now
if you think back, you might be mad at me
for not choosing wisely or appropriately,
but can't you see where you are right now
would not be the case if I (you) didn't somehow
fall down, fall out, and then search for a life vest
and struggle with fear that I wouldn't pass the test?

Anyway, any who, I am so happy for you,
you made it through, you made it through,
or at least I'm thinking that's true,
or at least I'm praying you did, you do,
cuz I'm here, 10 years younger, wondering, hoping,
the ME now is a different YOU...

~Jenn (anyway get this one ?:))