just one more day

On my way to rehab
we all have to get better at some point
it's about taking the responsibility
of actions that have inflicted pain
it's about taking the time to look
at the darkness you overlooked
it's the saving grace we all have
to choose a much better path...
(but just give me one more day)
On my way to rehab
wonder who I will have to meet
who will be begging me for secrets
I want to go home and hide
I want to do this another time
I'm scared of what I might become
what happens when I come undone
how will I look at myself and go on...
(I just need one more day)
On my way to rehab
I've hurt everyone with my lies
why would anyone stay by my side
I can't do this alone, but I'm totally alone
unless I can have one more day
before this rehab thing takes place
just one more day
just to say good bye, to have closure
that's all I need, then I'll be free
to go about everything else in front of me
one more day, just one more day...
Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

~Jenn (don't worry, I like pretending :))